So ... I am sure you have seen on Instagram by now that I broke my foot last Wednesday night. I am fine ... just need to slow way down for the time being!
I have learned a lot about myself in the last almost week.
1. I hate to be still.
2. I hate to feel helpless.
3. I hate to feel useless.
And yet, I need to be the first one a lot more in the near future then I expected to be and I need to come to terms with that. I think being still makes me feel lazy and that I am not contributing to our family and our life. I know ... silly. But true.
I have watched a serious amount of TV, cuddled each member of my family, been waited on hand and foot and tried to patient. It is only a broken foot and I need to just relax. It will heal quickly and I need to use this time to regroup and recharge.
To be content in the stillness.
I will learn, pinky swear!
Side note ...
I am hands down always blown away by the readers I have. Yesterday was no exception. I started out writing out swim team and the thoughts about the middle child just spilled out. Your words meant so much to me and I thank you for each and every one! I will write about our sons journey ... I just have to prepare my heart and mind for that post. He is a happy, healthy 14 year old and I am thankful every single day for his presence in our lives.
You are all amazing and I am incredibly lucky to have you!
Hope your Tuesday blows you away!!!